Today is another ordinary Sunday.  Now my daily routine includes making simple breakfast, do the laundry, making the lunch, watching dramas followed by making the dinner.  These repeat everyday.  It is quite nice as I am learning as well as brushing up my skills in doing house chores. 

Since I have nothing to do now, I thought of writing a comment on the new Japanese drama that I had watched last night.  The title is 'Papa wa idol' (translated: My father is an idol - literally).  It is the latest drama by Nishikido Ryo from Kanjani 8.  He is one of my favourite Japanese idol from Johnny's Entertainment (JE).  In this drama, he acts as himself, an idol who had found his true love and thinking of getting married which is not allowed for an idol.  The story revolves around the life of an idol, how he tries his best in solving all the problems in his career, love and family.

Last night I watched the first episode.  It is very funny.  There are a few cameos appearances from the JE namely Satoshi Ohno and Sakurai Sho.  It feels afreshed to watch the idols acting themselves.  The drama is still airing in Japan.  I am looking forward to this drama with English subbing, of course.

 I had watched most of Nishikido Ryo dramas and I think his acting has improved in this drama.  He had grown from the cool, depressed guy who always watched you from behind (Drama: 1 litres of tears) till become an adult who gives you a sense of security (Drama: Zenkai Girl).  At times, I also enjoyed watching him acting funny like in JOKER Yurusarezaru Sosakan.  I don't know how to express it but in this drama, I felt that he had become more professional and his expression had attracted me more than his previous drama.  Way to go!!!

Hope the subbing can be done faster then I can watch it faster ^^

I never thought I could loss my temper so easily and can be easily seen through from my facial expression as well as my action.  These made everyone around me which are my parents so unhappy. 

It is two days before the Mother's Day, so we were thinking of going out to order a Mother's Day cake from the famous 'Secret Recipe' shop.  We ordered a high-fiber cake, just want to try out new flavor.  Later, we went to do some shopping at one of the hypermarket in town.  I was the driver with the purpose of familiarizing myself with the traffic in Sibu town but there were two other drivers in the car, my parents.  We all had different views and ideas about driving thus I got heated from all the various instructions as well as the traffic on the road.  So, I ended up losing my temper by showing a bad-mood facial expression, kept silent (my usual attitude) and reckless driving.  All these also pissed off my mom.  An enjoyable family trip ended up with an unhappy drive back home.

At first, I thought I could get over these very fast with my bad mood but my mom spoke up concerning my attitude and bad temper.  She told me that I had changed for the past 2-3 years in the aspect of temper and attitude.  I had became easily irritated person and got angry over trivial matters.  I had also noticed that for the past years but I think all these come from all the stress and unhappiness that I had received from my med school years.  I was a calm, polite and patient person previously.  I also wished to go back to my old self but I don't know how.  Mom advised me to be more positive thinking and don't press myself so hard but I don't know what will happen to me if I loosen myself up (or I never felt stress before).

I should be grateful and thankful all the things and achievements that I have now.  In comparison, I don't have any serious problems that I need to face and solve.  I hope that I can be a better person and find another way to release my temper.

Now, my mom is in a bad mood too from all my action.  I hope everything will be over as soon as possible as I don't want this to last till Mother's Day.